Pregnancy 1/3

Hello once more!

My pregnancy so far has been amazing, just thinking about a little baby is growing inside me makes me very happy. The part I hate is the feeling of being sick every morning, I can´t stand certain smells, and the travelling on our bus tour is not the best, even all in the band agreed to hire a personal doctor to take care of me 24/7.They are so toughtful, it made me cry a little, all are helping me more than ever, and this makes me feel relieved and supported, I have the best friends in the world!

Now let´s talk about the really important matter: The baby! As the 1/3 part of the pregnancy has already passed, my belly is kinda visible now, and the baby is becoming spoiled already, every night Ronny sings for him and plays guitar. Yes, you readed right, him. I think it´s a baby boy. Ronny and I want to name him Stephan or Jared, both cute names. We chose them from a book of names Lars gave us. Maybe we will choose another one later. The doctor said the baby is growing OK, and draw me the line for the new mommy diet :) 

I still don´t know if I want an ultrasound check... this can tell the gender of the baby. Ronny didn´t say a thing about this either, maybe I´ll ask him along this week. I only want this tour ends ASAP! I wanna go home to have some quality time with my precious baby! But for now, Arcane Kiss must keep on blowing our fans minds every night! 

The singing cactus

Some gossips around the world said there was something special in the desert outside Johannesburg. People were talking about miracle pregnancies, persons that appeared to be younger, and with more experience in life, all out of nothing, well... that wasn´t nothing for me. Let me tell you.

Ronny told me we should jump off the plane we took to Barcelona with the parachutes we found somewhere. I didn´t want to jump but he was sure we would be okay, so I believed in him, hold his hand and jumped .....

Oh Kobe the view was amazing! I felt sorry leaving my camera at the tour bus. There was the magical desert opening his big arms wide, welcoming a new explorer on his hot sandy skin. After I landed i tried to find Ronny but was impossible. He said we needed to find some shrine or something magical, so the long walk started. 

Some hours..? of walking, I´ve heard a voice.. maybe I was dreaming already and the goddess was saying me hi in paradise..? hmm no, the voice told me I needed a magical chant.. but I found a gun.. I had no choice.. Keep walking Gudrun!

The sun was burning my skin, I was so thirsty! why did I came here in the first place?? Next time I see Ronny I´ll kick him! (I hope I can see him again :( I feel so lost here!) Just in the moment I was thinking about him... I tripped with a small box, has strange symbols all over...oh Kobe, it was so precious! Let´s see what it´s in here. 

The box is open, it´s a musical box! The sound was so relaxing and happy,,, and hypnotic. Slowly my eyes felt so heavy, before I fell asleep I noticed my hand was looking for something in the bag!

Next think I´ve heard was a lound noise, I´ve pulled the trigger! Then out of nowhere there was a path in the middle of the desert with big and beautiful trees, and at the end of the path I saw a fountain!! 

After running and walking for 10 mins I arrived at the fountain, Kobe welcomed me in her stunning shrine. Oh Kobe thank you for rescuing me from the hot desert, my clothes were full of sand, my skin was burned, my hair was a mess and I was so tired.. 

Then Kobe spoke.

She offered me different gifts, but I didn´t listened the others after she told me I can get pregnant. I wanted to be have a baby some years ago, and there was my brilliant goddess blessing me! The singing cactus appeared in front of me, one of its needles picked me, then Kobe said I´ll have a musical baby! Then I fell asleep.

Ronny was calling my name when I woke up, at the J´burg airport, it felt like a dream but when I really see him I knew all was real, he was younger and he was saying it was because Kobe and that cactus... then I looked at my belly and learnt again, I´m pregnant!